DamnThatKarma

The endlessly immaculate surface Pressed soullessly against my parted lips A sole glass cage No brick or boulder to break The mockingly idyllic visions Of snow lined sunsets And silent lives In brief periods of psychosis I attempted to adverse the Overwhelming… Nothingness of the material With angry marker stripes Blotched black letters Pulsing through the panorama Unfathomable… This picture in which My madness lines the meadows The landscapes of my past Where I stood in the sunlight Participating… Instead of dwelling in its shadow With every day that passes I grow more aware An alien phenomenon Where

North of was And south of seems A stranger city Smokes its dreams Of skies and blue And wives in white Who cry their smiles And sleep at night East of death And west of life The pearly skin A shiny knife Breath of lies Wives in white A stranger city Dead of night

[YORKSHIRE] Sin! oa bard, 'n pray tell Does t' kin today fare well? Sin! oa bard, av theur seen, Mine glorious kin 'n queen? Du nor wheear uz kin is? Ah! doa ah matta, bur for uz kin? Thee av bequeythed 'is crown ta uz, Wha' could ah doa bur wang it away i' disgust? Ach! Wee beeam, wee beeam, uz companion, Wheear eur theur? Av ah lost theur teur t' unknown? Oa beeam o' mine, answa uz this: 'a could theur Expect uz ta tek wha' is thy'n by reet? Sin! oa bard, 'n pray tell Does t' kin today fare well? Sin! oa bard, av theur seen, Mine glorious kin 'n queen? [ENGLISH] Sing! O bard, and pray tell,     

You say it like it's a revelation, that anyone would do that for you.  As if it completely takes you by surprise and you are blown away by the selflessness and caring shown to you by these "indulgences".  I'm frozen, because I see that you are so happily committed to that frame of mind that nothing I say would change it.  Nothing would be accomplished by reminding you that I, actually, did those things for you too.  I offered and provided that same support, without hesitation or question, asking and expecting nothing in return.  Maybe that was my mistake.  I'm self-aware enough to understand that you couldn't have taken me for granted if I ha